I know it has been a while since my last post. I didn't even look to see exactly how long it has been or what I was discussing at the time. I have a sneaking suspicion that I know why I have neglected my blog lately. My reason is pretty simple... I am once again disappointed in myself. I feel like I have been accomplishing nothing worthy. I hate to start out on a negative note, but I suppose I have. Maybe it is the change in season. Chilly weather... Losing all the color on my skin... The thought of the upcoming holidays that make me think of weight gain... I call this the "winter blahs." And that describes how I feel...BLAH. At some point I promise I will attempt to say something positive. Snap out of it Jenn!!! I have been in one of my funks where I rarely care to leave the house, engage in any sort of fun activity, or even clean the house.(Which I usually love.) Every evening I find myself crawling into bed super early to watch a movie by myself. I'm pretty sure Jeremiah is less than enthused about this.
Ok....So I technically started this post yesterday. I guess I lost steam. Now I want to finish it. Luckily, today I am in better spirits. Three perfectly happy things have happened today; I found out that next weekend my amazing friend Callie will be coming to visit, the weekend after, my parents will be coming to visit so mom can help me paint various areas of the house, and finally.... I have an interview tomorrow.(Super huge yippie skippie!!) Today...life is good. Not stressing, fretting, or anything of the such. I am pleased to say I am leaving this entry with happy thoughts. Tomorrow is Friday....LOVE it. :)
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Hello there!
Thanks for taking the time to explore my journey. I am a happily married Southern girl who loves life. I am so blessed to have an amazing family and friends I can't live without. That being said, I am also Bulimic. I have struggled for nearly 12 years to end this battle and become a healthier, happier me. At almost 30 years old I have finally decided to give it my absolute all. I am ready to put this skeleton in my closet for good. I have faith that I can, and will. I want nothing more than to make peace with myself and my body. There will be many good and bad days ahead. I hope this blog not only helps me, but may find a way to help someone else.
Much love and happiness.
Jenn
Thanks for taking the time to explore my journey. I am a happily married Southern girl who loves life. I am so blessed to have an amazing family and friends I can't live without. That being said, I am also Bulimic. I have struggled for nearly 12 years to end this battle and become a healthier, happier me. At almost 30 years old I have finally decided to give it my absolute all. I am ready to put this skeleton in my closet for good. I have faith that I can, and will. I want nothing more than to make peace with myself and my body. There will be many good and bad days ahead. I hope this blog not only helps me, but may find a way to help someone else.
Much love and happiness.
Jenn
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Happy you're back....I was worried about you Lady!
ReplyDeleteI have days it is hard to get out of bed or I feel I have no purpose, they do pass even if it feels they never will.
Happiness in simple things that most people would consider nothing really helps me to smile a lot. : )
Keep on going, life with shift and happiness will come in!